Dear Andre, thank you for this joy, and the laughter. (Sorry, I serious laughed out loud.) This is the most sophisticatedly profound 'dear john' letter I have ever read. It well received and well time, as today, this week no less, has been a struggle in sorting emotions to understand right thought in order to employ right action.

I will have to revisit this. I liken it to 'we are one,' the message of Seth, but I will offer my own summary, so that you may correct my understanding.

there is this thing I have experienced in lucid dreaming, where I realize there is a me, but there is something not me that surrounds me and contains me. Robert Wagoner described it well in his book Lucid Dreaming: gateways to the inner self. You may be the boat on the ocean, but something else is controlling the wind and the waves... He also described the blue light experience- something I have had, but never heard anyone else describe before him.

from the lucid dreaming perspective, all the characters I experience are me, but not me, and also relate to that higher me? I have no clue what to call that sentient essence. It is sentient. It is also more intelligent than I. Maybe it's the subconscious, maybe it's the super conscious, maybe it's something we haven't named... The Daemon? In a way, I can liken my experiences in lucidity as realizing I am an app inside a desktop and that isn't even close to the nuts and bolts of it all.

These thoughts are where I am at, thank you. I am grateful for meeting you, brother in One, Andre.