Do not worry about being in sync with me. There are lots of great writers here, and so many good thoughts to be considered. I seriously could read and write on here all day. You and I, we're friends/family. We'll connect again.

I get the sense there is like several pretty well defined communities here on Medium. Like circles of friends. I consider myself fortunate that I am in a particular circle. There are people here I highly esteem! This community I find myself in feels like family. There has been genuine kindness directed to me, and, most importantly- intellectual/emotional exchanges.

I am blessed, seriously beyond belief! And I will speak this, too, because I am human and I really don't need people thinking I am perfect... I sometimes feel a little jealous when I see some of my peers holding high number of followers. Mostly I think, what can I do to improve. Old thinking patterns, I am unworthy surface. Essentially fear. And then I remind myself of two truths- be uncompromisingly genuine, and don't look at statistics as a measure for well being; everything else will take care of itself. Sometimes I see people who I think should be fairing better in popularity of discourse, and another pattern I hold is rescuing. If I accept that pattern, too, is a mirror image of the unworthiness pattern, then that is subconscious shadow being mirrored- further evidence I am wanting to rescue myself, who I was or who I am. Sometimes it is not in the rescuing, but in the being of it where health is discovered. This leads to compassion.

Isn't it amazing we so forget the simple things? Sigh, the problems of being a stargazer! :) Perhaps if I hadn't been human again in this life time, I wouldn't have relearned that message. And I wouldn't have met you, unless we're in the same soul group, or neighboring souls groups... We're in the same universe! :)