I would really like to master the fear thing in this life time. Maybe a little fear is normal. I mean, when compelled I will still step up into the fear and perform tasks- like submit to a medical procedure. Never had a fear of being hit, and will step between a bully and person about to get clobbered. I tend not to back down, even if I am about to get clobbered, and will even put my hands in the small of my back to indicate non aggression, which is stupid cause I have been knocked on my ass...

there is a genetic component to anxiety and MH problems in general with my family. Some of that comes from generational sex/physical/drug abuse. Of course, the drug part is probably related to the other two parts, and even if I didn't receive my other two parts handed to me, I would have likely inherited genetic memory, as apparently epigenetics suggests PTSD is transmitted... which bring a new concept to the sins of the father message... ironic that mysticism knew about stuff before physics and medical...

umm, interesting. Am I here to not just bring love, but to chill the genetic ripples in my stream... more love, more golden light, more time... Guess I am not crossing today. :)

Thank you again, Andre. the Giant?