Me too... I mean, seeing weird shit, wondering if it were a dream... I have had enough lucid dreams that looking back, I am pretty sure some of those things weren't dreams... but I can leave them in that box for comfort sake! :) and yes. CLOWNS! GRRR.

Just out of curiosity, do you find keeping friends/relationships difficult because you see shit? Do they get spooked around you. Like this one time, I was commenting how traffic lights frequently blow over head and two go out- and that was the last time that person went in my vehicle. lots of strange electrical disruptions in my home...

I could have used the sleep paralysis thing early on, too. What's really weird is since I learned to navigate SP, i find it happens much less. I am trying to learn to do it on demand.

Thank you, Jillian! I always love hearing from you.