Qapla' !!!
This reminds me of my own personal revelation in regards to Trek. I was reading the book, "Everything I Needed to Know I Learned From Watching Star Trek."
I was amazed, and simultaneously sulking, because there was a underlying, persistent feeling "I SHOULD HAVE WROTE THIS WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!" I came to accepting the brilliance of others being first, in small measures. :)
Infinite Diversity, Infinite Combinations. Sometimes, the needs of the one outweigh the needs of the many- Maybe we need each other. :)
thank you for reminding me I am human, and touched by greatness.
I wish you well on your journey. Live Long and Prosper.